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<br />Hey everyone!<br /><br />
Well, what can I say?<br />
I'm (usually) quiet, love reading books and manga, and can even be boring sometimes!<br />
But hey, I can be fun! (None of my school friends should comment on this.)<br />
I'm now thirteen, but I still feel 12. It just hasn't hit me yet that I'm actually, you know, a teen!<br />
Anyway, I'm also African American, and a native New Yorker.<br />
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I change avatars constantly. If one day I'm military style, and the next Skittles-fantasy-ninja, don't be suprised.<br />
*Edit* Lemme rephase that. I sold all those things on the Marketplace a long time ago, haha, but I still have tons of outfits!<br />
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I'm in the middle of writing at least three stories right now. the first two I tried totally bombed-I just couldn't stand writing them anymore. Go to the Random Storyposting Guild forums, Fiction, then see if you can find mine!! I need comments!!!!
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<br />Random awesome lyrics time!<br /><br />
(If you want to know where these lyrics are from, PM/profile comment me and I'll tell you. =D)
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There's a light at each end of this tunnel,<br />
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out<br />
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again<br />
If you only try turning around...<br />
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song<br />
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,<br />
Threatening the life it belongs to-<br />
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd<br />
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud<br />
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to<br />
But you can't jump the track-we're like cars on a cable-and life's like an hourglass glued to the table, and no one can find the rewind button now, so sing it if you understand...
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<br />Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city<br /><br />
I didn't smile like usual<br />
I just walked hanging my head<br />
To all the people hurrying quickly past me<br />
"Have your dreams come true?" <br />
I'm still struggling <br />
Rather than going back to my childhood<br />
I want to live happily now<br />
I'm a coward by nature <br />
If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines<br />
With open arms<br />
I think,<br />
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"<br />
I still can't see <br />
my wings for flying<br />
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live <br />
Just by picking up a wet puppy<br />
Enough to smile a little<br />
My tears came pouring out <br />
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved<br />
I've said it<br />
It's no good just wishing for it <br />
There were also days in my childhood<br />
Where I had hurt my mother<br />
I want to change <br />
it all now <br />
I can change my life <br />
I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines<br />
Gripping tightly<br />
Destroying that time and place<br />
I can change my life <br />
But, I can't communicate everything<br />
In my heart<br />
Because I can't just go on<br />
I continue to live <br />
I know... You know...<br />
I can change my life <br />
Going to a place where the sun shines<br />
I try to open a map, but<br />
I know... you know... <br />
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost<br />
I can change my life <br />
With everything that's gone by lately<br />
I'm only the me I am now<br />
Because I can't just go on<br />
I continue to live
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<br />On a sleepless night <br /><br />
I sigh all alone <br />
How's everyone? <br />
I feel kind of lonely <br />
That's not like me <br />
So stop laughing <br />
It's just that I don't know <br />
My true self <br />
Into the broad earth, a single seed <br />
Extended its roots <br />
And bore fruit that was still unripe <br />
The fruit wants to hurry up <br />
And turn orange-coloured<br />
Basking in your light <br />
My ideals and dreams only expand <br />
Notice me, hey <br />
I tried to eat <br />
An orange today, too <br />
But it was still sour, and I cried <br />
Because it's unlike me to leave any behind <br />
I ate it all <br />
I loved it; I felt like crying <br />
I loved it; I loved it <br />
Even if they're similar, they're different <br />
Mandarins and oranges <br />
Friends and lovers <br />
And our two hearts, too <br />
I didn't want to get hurt <br />
So I fled <br />
When I did that, not even light <br />
Would shine upon me <br />
They're miracles, right? <br />
Encounters and love <br />
Seeds and buds <br />
Even for the fruit that was still unripe <br />
The color orange makes me recall <br />
The sunset glow that I saw <br />
On that day <br />
It seemed as if our two shadows <br />
Held hands together <br />
I wondered if <br />
The oranges would turn sweet someday <br />
Or would they wither? <br />
I didn't want to learn of my future <br />
So I ate it all <br />
It was sour... <br />
I loved it, but I felt like crying <br />
I loved it, so I felt like crying <br />
The fruit wants to hurry up <br />
And turn orange-colored <br />
Basking in your light <br />
My ideals and dreams only expand <br />
Notice me, hey <br />
I tried to eat <br />
An orange today, too <br />
But again, it was sour and I cried <br />
Because it's unlike me to leave any behind <br />
I ate it all; I loved it <br />
I felt like crying; I loved it <br />
I loved it <br />
I loved it; so sour <br />
I felt like crying; I loved it <br />
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<br />There's nowhere for it to go anymore, the heat of this love...<br /><br />
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The world blurs; even so, will I still love you?<br />
I know this -- but what should I do?<br />
How can I, what should I.../<br />
What an idiot -- I am...!<br />
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Let's go, this is war<br />
Oh, to see you just so happy with anyone but me!<br />
My ardent love for you, which is a sin<br />
Just watch me and I will show you my feelings...<br />
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The megaphone I shouted into was already broken...?<br />
However much I stretch, I'm not in your field of vision.<br />
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Ah, the sky cleared before I knew it and it doesn't suit me at all.<br />
I can't hold my feelings back<br />
How can I, what should I...?<br />
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No, I'm not crying. I won't let tears roll down my face...<br />
But I still love you...!<br />
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I'm fighting you now, I'm shooting for your heart!<br />
I didn't choose this way<br />
I'll show you how my skirt flutters<br />
And steal your gaze away...<br />
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Prepare for a counterattack!!<br />
But this war situation is still just a drawback...<br />
Now I know that love is blind<br />
And someday I know I will be awakened by your kiss...
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