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  • Artist Info: ~I am dead~<br />
    <br />
    I walk in the room<br />
    turn on the light<br />
    as darkness surrounds me<br />
    i flip the switch<br />
    the light burnt out<br />
    i rummage and ramble<br />
    i trip and i fall<br />
    i find a flashlight<br />
    but the batteries are dead<br />
    my hand gets cut<br />
    but no blood falls<br />
    my skin is dry<br />
    i cannot cry<br />
    there are no tears<br />
    <br />
    i wake up<br />
    with a sweat covered body<br />
    wondering what just happened<br />
    i think to myself<br />
    what a terrible nightmare<br />
    as i reach for the lamp<br />
    to click it on<br />
    the light burns out<br />
    <br />
    darkness surronds me<br />
    thats when i know<br />
    i am dead<br />
    <br />
    i remember the sound<br />
    of my own scream<br />
    when the lights went out<br />
    i heard him in my home<br />
    only to come to me<br />
    i turn on the light<br />
    but it is burnt out<br />
    i grab a flashlight<br />
    but it is dead<br />
    he comes up the stairs<br />
    and cuts my hand<br />
    and then <br />
    darkness surronds me<br />
    and i am dead <br />
    <br />
    ~Santorium~<br />
    Walls painted sickly green,<br />
    I can feel their screaming in my head, <br />
    This is my home to linger here forever,<br />
    We cling together as they beat us and prick us,<br />
    <br />
    A little girl sits crying cause she's got no eyes,<br />
    Old men hack up blood from the infection,<br />
    I huddle in a corner waiting for death to take me, <br />
    <br />
    No-one wants a life with bars for company,<br />
    Not even the still suffering ghosts that still walk,<br />
    My only saviors, my only Gothic hero's, <br />
    <br />
    So do the right thing tonight, <br />
    Slice my veins open farther,<br />
    Maybe then I'll be able to see again.<br />
    <br />
    ~meeting~<br />
    Words brought us together<br />
    Those same words tore us apart<br />
    I lost a double-header<br />
    Both games I played<br />
    Never came up so lost<br />
    Down, drowning under water<br />
    The blood of our love <br />
    Washing clean, screw it<br />
    Fu ck it, don't you see<br />
    I may play with razors<br />
    And you may not watch<br />
    You can stare at my scars<br />
    But they don't fix your heart<br />
    You think you're the only one<br />
    Experiencing this honest pain<br />
    Glance my way, son, please look<br />
    Stare into my eyes<br />
    They stopped shining, they sound<br />
    Barely audible, distant churning<br />
    Barely aware that you're standing<br />
    Watching me hurt, without knowing<br />
    This sharp thing I'm holding<br />
    You can see it break skin, will you wake up?<br />
    Will you notice then, <br />
    That I saved you more pain, <br />
    I burdened myself to help us both<br />
    It takes two to form and build<br />
    But only one to hold it up?<br />
    No, sorry, sweetie, it takes two to break<br />
    To cleanse it might mean<br />
    This blood I'm pouring, directly from the vein<br />
    Both halves can't survive<br />
    Without the other, I'll live<br />
    I'm strong, just needed a vice<br />
    Good girls are boring. What am I saying?<br />
    I'm a fu ck up, I screwed you up<br />
    I hope I go to hell, you see, sweetie<br />
    You're still too clueless<br />
    Ignorance isn't bliss. Watch me slice<br />
    and see me dice my arm open<br />
    Will you notice the new cuts tomorrow<br />
    Will they remind you,<br />
    I hurt too, pay attention, it's not about you<br />
    But it's not about me.<br />
    I'm already dead, I meet the devil tonight<br />
    That necklace you gave me tight around my neck<br />
    And the love you promised<br />
    Screaming from my broken heart<br />
    This razor seems to cut deeper<br />
    Send me flying high, maybe it really will end<br />
    When I see your picture<br />
    It'll set me into a fiery flame, burning, blazing<br />
    Eating at my skin<br />
    You were part of my soul,<br />
    You'll feel my pain for sure, this time<br />
    Eyes open, watch me cut<br />
    Heart thumping, try to stop<br />
    Music beating, sing me off<br />
    Eyes drifting, fade away<br />
    Goodnight, sweetie, goodnight and good day<br />
    Leave now, I'll be fine<br />
    My prince has rescued me<br />
    His name is Satan, he's taking me away<br />
    Love, he's my only match<br />
    He can't hurt me like you<br />
    Your stupid blindness, it's the most<br />
    The most pain, the most tears,<br />
    It's all I can afford to buy this razor<br />
    I spent myself on our love<br />
    And you saved up, got rich<br />
    Live right, live haunted, live in hell<br />
    Maybe we'll meet <br />
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