• thanks for the memories i remember every day. its not that i want to remember it that i have to crying . i cant stand living because i know deep in my heart that i hurt u. i love u but i cant stand being around u because it kills me inside to know that i hurt u and every day i have to face that and i dont think i can stand much more of it i have not alot of problems but the one i do have it killing me inside but i am going to end up just doing it my self. i try to hang on but i dont think its working it just going to end up failing