• I am walking away tears in my eyes. Why would he do this to me? Why do I care? I don’t deserve him. But I can’t keep my mind focused on anything else but him. I love him to much for him to understand. How can he understand it if I don't. I need to get away from him but I cant. It’s not healthy but right now I do not care about my health. All i care about right now is how much I love him. What’s the point in fighting when you gave up the fight? What do you do when you have given up a long time a go?