• Monsters...A lot of people think of them as giant creatures with claws to hold onto you an a large mouth with fangs so they can eat you quickly.When I was little, I was scared of the monster under my bed and the one in my closet.So what I did was, I filled my closet and bed full of junk;it was so the monster wouldn't get to me.Many years I was never scared of that monster anymore.

    But then there are the other monsters who rest on your back an you feel like there's something heavy on your back.As I grew up, that monster formed on my back.As I lie,do other's work, be a push over, it fed that monster on my back.As it was being fed, it grew bigger and bigger.

    Whenever i'm alone, i feel it watching me.I know it's not there physically, but I know in my heart that it's there.But the only thing repressing it, is my family and friends.When i'm around them,it feels like it's not there.But when i'm alone, feel it there with me.Once I feel the weight on my back, I feel everything inside of me is sinking.But no one really notices the monster or the facade of happiness I make.But sometimes my happiness is real.But I can see through other people's facade of happiness.Then I know i'm not the only one with the fear of the monster on their back...