• At first i feel as if I'm drowning the you pull me up
    I smile and wave as if I mean it,but I'm insecure
    All these feeling trapped inside I try to shut them up.

    No matter what I do
    No matter what I say
    All the while you try to teach me how

    I'm all mixed up! Never tried to smile!
    I always try to run away and then you hold me tight!
    All these emotions I feel...they're all a waste
    Because on the inside...I'm all mixed up

    I try to feel it just won't work!
    As if I'm trying to catch something
    that isn't even there!

    The confusion...is so unbearable!
    I try to get back up...then I fail

    These feeling that I can't feel it only seems fair
    but on the inside they're still there trying to break free

    I want to stop put myself together...but NO!
    THIS IS THE PART OF MY LIFE THAT TRIES TO TEAR ME APART
    I CAN'T GET OUT OF THE DARKNESS THAT COVERS UP THE REAL....

    me....