• my head is spinning i feel alone i streach out for someone to save me from this ugly world how do i feel this way all the time laghing at school and enjoying life on the outside and dyeing crying and hateing on the inside love life these words what do they mean i climb up a ladder up and up about to jump when i c a light of hope i slowling climb down the ladder but not all the way down yet i stay in the middle not moveing not feeling just breathing and liveing and feeling like life is not a thiing to enjoy just wants to get each day over with not enjoying it but u slowly go down the ladder and enjoy life and come back to being happy not hateing and thinking why all the time instead of why how about why not or yes life is good stop spinning around and around hurting yourself and others enjoy yourself and cry tears of joy on the inside and out