• I'm just going to come out and say this...
    I miss my dad sooo much.
    You simply have now idea
    what you have until it's gone.
    And what bugs me the most is that
    I never got to say goodbye
    to the guy I had known my whole life,
    and then he just disappeared.
    I haven't seen him in about two years,
    and I never even went more than a week without seeing him,
    let alone a year or two.
    Life is precious,
    keep that in mind.
    Keep everyone you really care about
    close to your heart.
    He was my dad,
    I'm never going to be able to forget about him
    or the things he said,
    whether they were good or bad.
    I'm never going to be able to see him again.
    Have you ever lost anyone
    that you really cared about?
    He has missed out on a lot of things
    and even if something happened and he came back,
    we would never be able to do the same things over again.
    He missed out on my baby cousin being born
    and even my thirteenth birthday.
    He's going to miss my sixteenth,
    when I start driving, and even graduation.
    He's going to miss out on everything.
    Daddy, if you are reading this,
    All of us miss you very much,
    You left behind a family that really cares about you.
    I'll always love you Daddy,
    You have no idea how much we miss you.