• I sit here in the dark,
    curled up against the wall and gaze.
    I wait..............wait...................for something else to disappoint me.
    My hot tears are all drained out and my eyes are dry.
    I just stay and continue to gaze into the darkness
    to wait................wait...............wait...........
    The clock (the killer) continues to tick as each beat of my heart slows.
    My friends....................family...........people...........they all disappoint me.
    I wrap my covers around me like a cocoon full of sorrow, anger.................hate,
    not just for you, but for myself................why did i trust you?
    I am made of titanium, no one will break through, but i put on a smile.
    Why should I, of all people, make this world a little miserable?
    I am not fake, I love making people happy..............
    but in the end.................just disappointment.
    I've trusted, I've helped, I catered to your needs
    and in the end, you were just using me.
    Again...................disappointment
    Please do not tend to me or feel sorry.
    Just know that I probably won't trust you.
    Because after all, in the end, you'll only waste my time,
    crush my soul,
    break my heart......but still I won't cry
    There is only.....................disappointment..............