• camping on a cold hard ground
    and you are outside
    and i am thinking about roundabouts
    i could change my name to harley
    and you, change yours to quinn
    we could wear black and drink blood
    and i have friends who plot the end of the world

    please, put the matches down
    can we not just hold each other for warmth?
    the moon says no
    and i am gemini with cancer ascendant
    which means i am crazy inside
    and evil outside

    round and round and round what i
    want to just say
    i love him
    i still love him
    i could love him
    i should love him
    the end is extremely ******** nigh

    and my conscience does pick me up at night
    but it puts me down pretty quickly
    and has to make a stop at A&E
    on route to the airport

    because everything comes down to me missing him
    and me not liking that
    not one bit
    sometimes i think it would be easier if
    he was dead and gone
    instead of
    out-of-love-with-me and gone

    cigarette burns are pretty
    and i guess in a way
    i am hurting you way more than you hurt me
    j'oublie mon chagrin
    that would be a better motto
    yours is dance
    mine is lying

    i know when the world will end
    maybe i will tell you
    or maybe i will watch it burn
    and watch you burn
    like letters to santa, or bad dreams
    maybe
    maybe
    maybe

    maybe i do love you