• i don't know what to say
    i don't know what to do
    i don't know how to act
    one minute your there
    sitting with me laughing
    the next your gone
    into self-pity
    into b***h mode
    your gone into somewhere else
    sometimes it's okay
    sometimes when your all happy and joking
    but other times you get scary
    and i don't know what to say
    i don't know what to do
    i could say or do something that could set you off completely
    or
    i could do or say something that would make you supremely happy
    i usually get it right
    but when i don't...
    you get mean
    you get scary
    i don't like you when your like that
    but i deal with it
    your my best friend
    so i deal with it
    i love you
    so i deal with it
    but your a double-sided knife to be around
    to stay around
    to be friends with
    you may not talk behind my back,
    but you put me down right to my face
    you tell me, "it's just a joke, gosh"
    but i don't take it as a joke
    it hurts when you talk like that about me
    even if it's a joke
    everything you say is true
    and you just draw attention to it
    "dumb blond"
    "annoying"
    everything you've said like that to me
    it hurts
    every time it takes a hit at my self esteem
    but i deal with it
    your my best friend,
    so i can take it.