• I am the beast in the evening dusk

    Lying fully awake and aware of the past, the present, the future

    Feeling oblivious to the world all around me yet still...



    I am the beast, waiting endlessly for something i do not comprehend

    Counting the years, days, minutes, even seconds

    Attempting to find what beauty is left in my soul.



    I am the beast, clawing away at my frustration and strain

    Throwing around my words only to have them miscomprehended

    Inarticulate towards his peers, but mute to the public.



    I am the beast, hiding from the pain, holding back all stress

    And yet finding that happiness is only imaginary

    Even while my own imagination is vast itself.



    I am the beast, writhing in misfortune of wanting to be understood

    To be interpreted and understood correctly instead of conceiving false presence

    Yet even with all of this, I am the beast, waiting for my beauty.