a friend of mine made a REALLY good point to me. "u cant just stop loving or even block out the feeling. its not possable. u love art dont u? well thats love!!! see im right!!!" hes right. i do love art. but im talking about loveing someone other than a family member. i just cant. i REFUSE to love another person. i just cant bring my self to be hurt any more. every guy i have EVER dated just wanted me for sex. thank god im better than that!!! ^_^ but theres a matter with my pains. this time it my heart. it achs alot. not sharp which i whent to the hospital for a few years ago. these pains are different. they just ach. not a REALLY bad ach just slight enough for me to REALLY notice. . . . maybe its cus ive been depressed latly. . . well what ever it is its anoying! >_< ok so moving on from that i just had a horrible day. it just suck so bad. this kid really pissed me off. and i hit him but he blocked my punch and insulted me. and i just felt like s**t the whole day. so yeah big WOOP de fickin da!
well g2g tim. is here. ^_^
~Lauren~
AFreeBird Community Member 
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