ok so right now i just feel like s**t. i just feel like a complete failure. every damn day just trying to please EVERYONE, trying to make everyone happy. if i dont ppl get mad and think im just a bad irasponsable person. im just wish i was alone or asleep. never to wake up then i wont have to worry about pleasing anyone, or having to live up to something im not. maybe if im alseep ill see him. he wont force me to do ANYTHING. he'll save me from my own mistakes, he wont critice me for those mistakes( never does never has) and no matter what he'll ALWAYS be there. damn him. always there tuanting me by not being real. yeah sadly hes only apart of my dreams. only comes to me while i sleep. same look EVERY time. short jet black hair. greenish brownish eyes. white t-shirt black strate leg pants. and black skater shoes. always ever sence i can remember he was there. i dunno why he just was.
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