Grrrrr... once again getting mad at myself!!! Why dont guys like me? Sure, i dont have a models body, but my personality beats any prepy girl at my school. Im funny, like to have fun,im smart, loving, careing, yet the only people who've liked me were kinda, no offense, but freaky. But thats not what gets me mad, its that im not boy crazy, any of my friends can tell you. But this dream really got to me, and i want it 2 stop!!!!! now all i can think is im gonna b alone cuz this guy isnt real, and i hate, no despise girls who complain they cant get the right guy, when i would like to even have that guy LOOK at me, or accnoladge my evistance. All the guys that r friends r that, friends, and all other guys r losers who have no class. I swear im gonna blow if i dont stop this, but i cant, its all i can think about, cuz almost all my friends have had a bf, or a likeable guy like them, and im in the corner were no 1 can see me. Maybe im just scared of being hurt and thats why i dont trust guys. but deep down i kno thats not true. im just being silly. I kno i'll find the guy for me, it'll just take time. but i wouldnt mind having a bf that i could like, and get along w/. alright, i wont bore u w/ my issues any longer. heart question
kooliocaity08 Community Member 
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