A few nights ago I decided to type away my anger and frustration. I may have said and done things that I regret but none more tahn this. I may have said something that I didn't particularly mean. At the time I wrote my last entry I was angry and upset. Now I see that errors of me acting before thinking. I am writing this apology because I feel I owe it. I don't know why but I feel I do.
Yes it's true that my ex blamed me for the break up. I don't really care. I've had time to think about it and decidedI dont want anything to do with him. If he's going to say these things behind my back and then go off thinking I won't find out about it he's got another thing coming.
I wish there was a way I could tell him whats really going on while he's gone. His new girlfriend is cheating on him and he doesn't believe it. How blind he is. I can see it everytime she walks by. I dont know if he thinks that she is this perfect angel but from what I can see I can definately say that she isn't, but whatever not my place to say.
I just cant believe that she doesn't realize all that he's had to give up because of him believing something thats not true. It seems to me that she's helping him destroy himself and she doesn't see it. I can't believe that they are both so blind.
~Anyways~
Last night I skinned my nuckles on my door because my brother and I got into another fight. I was so mad that I had to punch something and I ended up punching my wood door. Sad thing is that I didn't even dent my door. I put a gash in it because I was wearing a ring though. sweatdrop
 Beautiful Disasterpieces · Sat Apr 09, 2005 @ 02:05pm · 0 Comments |
