I'm just sitting here. Staring blankly. Listening to "Pretty Girl" by Sugarcult. I feel like I'm supposed to be doing something right now, but I don't know what. confused
Blah. What is on le Myth's mind at the moment? Food. I want food to satisfy my hunger. But I'm too lazy to ask my mom if we could possibly order pizza because she's asleep, and the last thing I need is for her to get all bitchy just after she forgot about my report card. *sighs*
Maybe I'll just make some ramen. I dunno. I dunno if we even have any left. neutral Hmn... meh. I had a really weird dream last night, no idea why. But it was more scary than weird, really, at least to me. Went like this::
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I was in Indiana with Lily, Renae, and Andrew. Andrew and me were sitting on his bed just talking and I had gotten tired so I gave him a hug and a kiss then went to bed in my room. Not sure how much later, I woke up and went to the kitchen to get something to drink. On the way I heard him, Lily, and Renae talking and I heard one sentence - "I don't know if I really love her." I just stood there and continued to listen to the three of them talk. I didn't really hear much, just pieces where Andrew would say something about the two of us. The last part I heard him say was "I've just been lying to her the whole time."
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*sighs* I don't know why every dream I have consisting of Andrew is remembered vividly compared to my other dreams. They always range from happy to really depressing to the point I wake up crying. stressed
I dunno. This isn't my first nightmare involving Andrew, but its one that scares me just like all the others. I'm just weird, I guess. I never hear anyone else talk about how they have these sorts of nightmares. *sigh* I'm so pathetic -.-;
 Myth Tariyun · Sun Apr 10, 2005 @ 08:33pm · 2 Comments |
