*sighs* well...depressing is all I have to say to that world. this was yesturday. I was so tired afterwards that I fell asleep on the couch at 9:00 watching stand-up comity. the world is a mass of people gone madd. wether with fear or..sadness..or love. the world is crazy and so am I. I went to my friend's brother's wake yesturday and we all sat around him for moral suport. he was really disrought. I mean, of cource he was. how can you loose someone that close and not be. we gave him group hugs and got him some cokes. we talked aboout random things to keep him mind off it. still I feel so bad for him. I wanted to cry but I'm having trouble doing so. I don't know it's wierd. the last time I cried...I told myself I wouldn't cry again and well...it's worked. but anyway. as we we're leaving I got a glimps of the body...*gags* I ran out side and threw up in the bushes. I hate funeral homes. I've been threw enough death to last me eternity. I lost half my family in one year, I've lost family in war, I've lost babys (animals), hell half my family seems to get cancer. I hate death. I can't even kill myself because of it. I want to but it's kinda hard to when your afraid. but anyway I got off the subject. my friend's brother had been sick with cancer and we all knew he was going to croak at any moment. well. he did and then we went threw that. death sucks in all its glory, gory splender.
 Usukie_Ichihara · Sat Apr 16, 2005 @ 12:26pm · 0 Comments |
