my days go passing by like I'm not even here. I seem lost in a time warp. one thing after another goes wrong. one thing may go good but as in my days that I have seen...one little thing can wreck it. well, I should tell you what wrecked my day this time. I was having a good day for the most part. my friend was in the paper and bush came to dedicate our library. I didn't get to see him but whatever. we didn't do anything in any of my classes. and I got to stay after school and hang with friends who normaly don't have any time for me. well, I come home and find out that I had to babysit all night. what a shocker....stupid screamming children. anyway thats the thing that started the spiral downward and left me in a pit of dispair. anywho, I started talking to my bf. were on a rule of no touching cuz I didn't do something and I still wont. so we got bored and talked about random stuff. some of it cheered me up. so then my best friend comes over and tells me I'm going to this music thing. ooook. so I go.....boreing as hell. I watched middle schoolers and highschoolers play band and sing chior. OMG! why did I do that. I come home and all of a suden I'm hit again. eh-hem. babysiting/garbage/resycling/dishes. I'm sick of it all. I'm mentaly and physicaly drained.
 Usukie_Ichihara · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 04:38am · 2 Comments |
