Thoughts of suicide.
Living a lie as people look at me.
Smiling to cover the fact that I am in pain.
Living life alone in the dark.
Crying at night thinking of you.
Times where I feel I shouldn't exist.
If you could feel what I was going through you just might understand.
Telling people I'm okay even though I just want to break down 24/7
Why did I end up this way?
Was it because I have always been alone since I was a child?
Or is it because I see things in a different way?
My life has been a burden.
I turned out to be the outcast in my family.
what would it be like to live someone elses life?
I just want to......... die
xT A I Le boar · Wed Jul 11, 2007 @ 12:13am · 2 Comments |