♥These days, I find reality as such a screwed up thing. All of my real life friends are being assholes, especially my guy friends. Dammit. I guess I'm meant to be alone.
Gaia on the other hand...as Claez, I can express myself easily. In reality, I'm just a loner trying to improve her social life yet here on gaia, I go with the flow with a smile and relaxation. Not just that, whatever I want to say, I just say it.
As Isabel, I tend to keep my mouth shut as much as possible in terms of my true emotions toward people. I know well that if people ever found out, I'd be a loner for the rest of my pathetic life. Yes, I do know that if I actually say it somewhere somehow to someone I know, it'll loosen up. But the thing is, I've got nobody to trust IRL. All of my friends are blobber mouths and that's one of the reason why I spill their secrets as well--all because they didn't keep mine a secret.
Claez is a bit more open while Isabel keeps to herself. Claez is able to keep a perfect grammar when she pleases yet Isabel tends to get mental blocks. Claez can have friends easily while Isabel barely has friends. Claez has a love life and Isabel doesn't.
i hear you with this. On Gaia everything goes with the flow, in real life.. blah nothings right and life sucks, it why i stick to gaia instead of going out alot, because my avitar is more popular than i am. and im not known too much on gaia :S It's not a nice feeling, but i hope it gets better for us all soon, including you~ ^w^
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DJ Tikal · Community Member · Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 02:34pm