I wish Jon wouldn't care so much about my well being. Why can't he be like jennifer and not give a s**t. It would make what I want to do so much easier on myself. Eventhough it's harmful. I don't care. I'm picking up on Vincent's habbits >drinking< Heh bad. I know. I found out something from Jon. wow I can't say what it is but It made me cry a lot. It's because I told him that the day of spring fling when Katelin kissed me it killed me to know I couldn't be with such an amazing girl. So yeah after I told him all that >I told him because i'm fairly sure he wanted to know why I don't talk to Katelin very often< he told me something. That some part of me wishes he didn't. Because now life is so much harder because of that little peice of information... I don't want school to start now. I'm not ready to see Katelin and Jennifer.............. I'm gonna be much different this year....
Imora Thea Mi Savur · Wed Jul 25, 2007 @ 03:21am · 1 Comments |