♥Hey Gaia. As you may have noticed, I changed my post style. Well, it's 'cause I changed my avi especially for the event. Unfortunately, I joined the Gambino team. My mules joined the other teams so that I can have a shirt from each. (:
I was told to check out the red moon tonight but I can't see it from my window--and I'm not allowed to go outside anymore!
What else is there to talk about?
Oh yeah, I've been thinking about the whole most-of-my-classmates-are-camwhores thing and...What if I tried to be a camwhore? Can you imagine that?
Me doing the whole japanese sign even if I'm not japanese (Yuck! Japanophiles!); taking pictures of myself and friends with this angle from the top (Scene kids?); Doing that certain expression on the face (again, scene kids); And worst, pretending to be a part of a certain label though I'm not a part of it.
I think I'd rather be myself. I don't want to be like them. At first, I hated being different from them. Really, I did!
If only I was a bit more outgoing irl...here on Gaia, I'm pretty open but irl, I'm just another wallflower/loser.
I suddenly remembered the time when my classmate cried because I had a suggestion and that I complained about how late she gave us the copy. She already had the copy the day before she officially released it and she didn't give it out at all. She volunteered to be leader, she should've been open to ******** suggestions. Plus, I told her that if we recited one by one, it wouldn't be a speech choir anymore--I was right about that but she got mad when I told her that.
Speaking of the past...TJ, the most cowardly person in Manresa... Things where going pretty dandy between him and me then all of a sudden, he starts to insult me all because "I don't like you anymore", as he said. How shallow. Best if I stop talking about him now. I might end up strangling him tomorrow--the he does deserve that.
Friends. There you go. After one fight, we made up and after that I was just mere crap. They started to ignore me. The reason why we argued was pretty shallow though, to tell the truth. We were all in fault but to them, everything was mine to carry (in others words, to them, everything was my fault).