OMG!!!!!!!! I'M NOT GROUNDED ANYMORE!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!! I CAN FINALLY TALK TO MY BF!!!!!!!!! *sighs dreamily* Yay!!!!!! ^_^ EVAN YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you want to hear about how much I love him then here is a story about what I feel. Well, you see a long time ago I went out with this one guy and he lived an hour away and after he left my school, we lost touch and "broke up". So now, we talk every now and then. But that was the first time I felt love.
The other three guys that I've gone out with (this included Ivan, Alan and some other dude that I forgot his name). It wasn't the same as I thought love felt. Now, I randomly talked to my friend's friend that she made off of the tagged website and...well, I think he's revived my sense of loving someone. I've never felt this strong of a connection over the internet before. As a matter of fact, I don't think I have ever had a feeling so strong before, not even with Glenn. (my first date in 6th grade)
So Evan is soooo special to me! I haven't found another guy who could compete with him. The feelings I'm feeling right now I know aren't fake. It's the best feeling I could ever have and I hope that one day we weill meet in real life. So that way I can show him every piece of affection I have for him. He's the first person I've dreamt about and the guy who has *anime drama here* opened my heart and revived my feelings. He's showed me what it really is to love and I don't think I could find anyone else that would do that for me.
So, as I say that, I am going to dedicate this whole entry just to him. And I hope that he knows that.... I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT WHOLE ENTIRE SPEECH FOR A REALLY LONG TIME!!!!!!!!!! 4laugh And you should know that I love you so much! More than life itself!!!
 ReikaItsumi · Fri Sep 14, 2007 @ 11:02pm · 3 Comments |
