<center>Homocidal Suicide
The world just gets brighter as you
close your eyes tighter.
You try to move back to where
you once belonged.
In the back of your mind you have
created the special place
where you can cry at night and
tear yourself apart.
I will be the voice you hear
laughing in the back of your mind.
I will be the one you cry to
even when I'm the one who made you cry.
Throw away your dagger it has
no use to you anymore.
You can borrow my words to
skin yourself alive.
I have lost all that I have ever
created just to please that
sadistic b*****d you have
turned yourself into.
So listen to those little voices that
mirror your every word.
Listen to their laughter as they
mock you in your actions to prove how much you care.
But you don't care,
you only like to say you do.
Stop lying to yourself,
you know deep down you couldn't care less.
Boarded up my windows as I
usually do and will not open them for the
wolf knocking at my door.
But if the wolf somehow gets in I will
push him from the window and watch
his sheep's clothing peel off to
leave him naked on the ground.
Why are you crying?
Why are you trying to hang yourself within your mind?
Stop saying that you know
how it feels to want to kill the one you love.
Just throw away your dagger and
use my words as your noose.
I'll hang you delicately from the tree.
Stop pretending it doesn't sound fair.
 Myth Tariyun · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 01:12am · 0 Comments |
