Well. Hn. Admittedly I haven't been here for quite some time. Rest was needed, and so was a break. Now that my exams are over... I think it's safe to say that all episodes of whatever happened this year have been put behind me. In fact... I am close enough to saying that I am happy again. Not joyously happy, perhaps... but happy enough, that I don't need to be sad.
Perhaps I have been searching for companionship, love, in all the wrong areas. I dare admit to myself that perhaps, around the corner, there might've been someone, close enough, but that I didn't see. Strangely, however... I am not sad. I feel... unrestrained, almost... As though... As though...
I remember the analogy of the butterfly, two years back.
"I am a blue butterfly, tender and free/ If love touches me, my wings crumble into dust"
Now.. the butterfly is free. It flies. It's unfettered... It's alone, maybe, but it's free.
AngelRaz · Tue Oct 02, 2007 @ 01:55pm · 2 Comments |