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	OH EM GEE! Reality check--Claez is doomed.
	OH EM GEE! Reality check--Claez is doomed.

	Watch me go emo, bh!*
	Watch me go emo, bh!*


♥WARNING: Wall-o-text. It won't be my fault of you get bored with all this crappy emo-ness. It's so unfair. Why is it that I keep on giving out my best and in the end, nothing good comes out? On the other hand, some people don't do anything yet their having the time of their lives. How come things are like that? My friends never really treasured any of the time I've spent with them. If they really did, then why was it that only I was searching for ways to patch things up? And as for some of my friends in dedix, I wish he'd just tell whatever he'd like to say to me straight to the point--I mean, it's much better then finding out the awful truth by accident, right? Seriously, what he told me a week or 2 ago really offended me. It was like he was telling me that I'm a flirt. WTF! Oh yeah, never to forget, the other few people. I try my best to help them and in the end, they won't help me, they won't even bother to listen to what I have to say. And on to another point, the 3rd year students. For some apparent reason, I know tons of juniors that hate me. IDK what I did to make them hate me so much... Family--yes! Whenever something bad happens, they'd make up some crappy st load of stories and tell me that those are my reason and that it's all my fault...even if I did nothing. I barely have friends. My family never gave a damn care. st, I'm starting to feel like I'm the man with the hoe... My studies are getting better little by little but what's the point? It would all be meaningful if it was all for the sake of somebody besides myself. Everything seems worthless now. It's like my joyful memories were just a stupid pigment of my imagination or just one of my dreams...Well, so what if I get into computer science in a university successfully? So what if I get the job of my dreams? Even if I do well, without people to celebrate with, it's all just nothing. It's like I'm just living for the sake of my death. These days, I'm always waiting for that moment when I'd just fall to the ground, sleep and never wake up... You may now b*h at me via entry comment or PM concerning my boring entry. Enjoy. D:< Claez** · Tue Oct 09, 2007 @ 12:22pm · 0 Comments


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