Latley ive been so confused like apart of my heart has been ripped up and misused I think i still love him, or was that a lie? Everynight i toss and turn barley breathing at times
Then, HE came back and it seems fine but, is it too late to save me this time? i once loved him, it seemed like a dream a happier world now out of reach for me.
Dear god, has it been so long, that ive forgotten how to smile and be happy anymore? I WANT too feel that way, to bathe in that light, to run around and play, to enjoy all of my life.
Why did they do it? i know they meant well, but now all my walls have broken and i feel like im in hell. Please help me someone, to laugh and to smile to build up my walls and be whole..
for a moment.
~Xed out in BlOoD~ · Wed Oct 10, 2007 @ 12:03am · 3 Comments |