I slowly fall back into depression.
And each day I contemplate suicide.
All I want is to just end this pain.
This dull ache in my chest.
But I do not want to cause anyone else pain so
I will try to make this good-bye short.
Dear Samala,
Even though you already know this I love you.
And I'm sorry for all those times that I was a b***h.
And just so you know in my final moments I will feel
no pain because I will finally be at peace.
And I will only think of the good times not of all our petty arguments.
You're more like a sister to me than Renee could ever be.
Dear Kake,
You truly are one of a kind.
I could never have asked for a better friend than you.
I know we had our disagreements but Hell who doesn't.
We're like family.
I'm sorry to put you through this but I'm just not strong
enough to take anymore of this painful exsistance.
Love you sis.
Dear Mom,
I love you, but you already know that.
I never thought it would end like this but it did.
So I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused you.
But be glad that you only know about half of the
things I've done.
To all those that I leave behind I wish you luck in whatever
you decide to do with your life as for me it the journey of life ends here
with a 9mm handgun and one bullet.
 KariH8sEvry1 · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 06:38am · 1 Comments |
