Yea...So it looks like every one hates my REALLY LONG quesionairre thingy... SO, I decided to dish out the dirt on my personal life...LOLz *yay((completely sarcastic))Yea, I tend to name entries ((at least one)) in every blog I've EVER had "Stuff". It's mandatory... ANYWAYZ... I've been all sad lately due to my own confused feelings... See... sad the truth of it is- is that I love Caleb... Of course-love is one of those things you can't help or make go away...But I still feel guilty for it because of Cason... gonk He IS my boyfriend, and therefore he should be all I ever think about, yes? cry ...apparently not because I keep having freakshow dreams about Caleb... all of which involve us getting back together... domokun Which is nearly impossible because of our crappy situation... Plus Caleb says I should be happy with "Mr.Cason" as he calls him...Which I am...except I'm not... stressed LOLz... I think I'm sad being with Cason because I know deep down I still >STILL< have feelings for Caleb, redface and that's really not fair on his part... cry I feel like I'm an awful girlfriend because of it too... *grr* I just want to make everybody happy and perhaps spare my own feelings at the same time question ...I think I'll pray some more about it... whee Until later... Umm... Laterz...
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