Yeah, I know there probably aren't going to be many - if any - people that'll read this, but I just need to pour out a little emotion for the third or fourth time in my life (don't worry, it's not a bad thing)
Okay, well, there's this guy (let us call him Gato (and yes, that is the Spanish word for "cat" wink ) I've been crushing on for several months this year, and for a while last year, and I think I might finally getting up the nerve to ask him out or to just say something to him - maybe just invite him to a movie or whatever. He's really smart, nice, and - in my opinion - cute. He likes a lot of the same music I do, plays the same games (video games, mind you), and lives about as sedentary a lifestyle as I do. Oh, and he hunts. Pheasants, for the most part. I think he might like me, too, but I'm not sure. He used to always let me borrow his iPod in study hall (the only reason he stopped was because I started bringing mine sweatdrop ) and he usually sides with me when my nerd friends and I are trying to decide what to do, but I don't know whether that's affection or if he just likes me as a friend. *sigh* I just wish I could read his mind for, like, one instant so I could know whether or not to pursue it.
If anyone reads this, lemme know what you think. Sometimes it seems like I think so logically that I'll never make my heart as happy as my head. As a great man once sung, "Do I trust my heart or just my mind?" That's my question.
Currently listening to: "Can't Finish What You Started" Motion City Soundtrack
ghostmelody · Tue Nov 20, 2007 @ 01:16am · 0 Comments |