the one reason i really watch Trigun is to hear what Vash says about the next episode, the quotes he gives are just so awesome. i wish i could find a website or something that had all of his "on the next episode" quotes.
The only things in life that you can count on is that life always changes and that you will die, though things cannot change unless you move forward. Living in the past is easy....and i wish i could...i don't know if i can move forward. it's been a long time since i've ever felt this lonely...i could scream in my room and no one would hear me or be there when i need them....i'm gonna try and go to college soon....but i'm not getting my hopes up with anything anymore. i'm tired of broken promises and shattered dreams. at least this time around i didn't get stabbed in the back but "right in my face". i want things back the way they where....why does every change always leave me with more scars and a soaked pillow from crying myself to sleep....but things can't be the way they where...and there's no use in begging when you can't make someone love you...there's no use in fighting when the one your fighting alonge side of desides to lay down and take the abuse....there's no use in trying to be something when everything you do doesn't help you and your just stuck in the same place you've always been and when you think your starting to get somewhere your flung back into it and now your all alone and you don't even have a friend to come and hug you when you need it most....
being lonely sucks...
really no point is wrighting all this down when no one reads this stupid bs journal anyway...
-Ruka
<b>Endless Circle</b>
<i>It was stormy from the start
You were raining in my heart
Like a thousand tears of laughter
It was easy to ignore
Everything that came before
In the hope of something after
Will I find myself
Letting go of nothing
Holding on to another time
Sometimes cruel, sometimes kind
Even when you hurt sometimes
You were mine
At the end of an endless circle
I know what I'm searching for
Somehow, every time that I
Leave you
I love you even more
What is borrowed, what is blue
What is lost inside of you
What is waiting to be broken
With a kiss or with a dare
There's a truth you can't repair
With a love that isn't spoken
Will we ever be less alone together
On our way to a separate peace
Nothing better, nothing worse
Nothing but the universe
To deny
At the end of an endless circle
I know what I'm searching for
Somehow, every time that I
Leave you
I love you even more
Please, rescue me from the look
In your eyes
I'm not afraid of the truth
In your lies
In my heart and in my soul
You're the part that keeps me whole
You were always my redemption
Something borrowed, something blue
Something that has gone in you
Something true
At the end of an endless circle
I know what I'm searching for
Somehow every time that I
Leave you
I love you even more </i>
<u>-November Project</u>
<b>Bury My Lovely</b>
<i>Cover the mirror
Hide in your dreams
Forget what they told you
Forget what it means
A picture worth a thousand lies
The memory and the mirror
Nothing but what came before
Nothing but a closing door
A picture worth a thousand lies
A thousand words
A thousand eyes
Bury my lovely
Hide in your room
Bury my lovely
Forget me soon
Forget me
Forget me now
Forget me not
Cover the madness
Cover the fear
No one will ever
Know you were here
A figure in the hallway light
Returning like a ghost
Something that was left behind
Something in a child's mind
A picture worth a thousand lies
A thousand words
A thousand eyes
Bury my lovely
Hide in your room
Bury my lovely
Forget me soon
Forget me
Forget me now
Forget me not
Bury my lovely
Bury the lies
Bury me under
A thousand goodbyes
A shadow from another time
Is waiting in the night
Something happened long ago
Something that will not let go
Bury my lovely
Hide in your room
Bury my lovely
Forget me soon
Forget me
Forget me now
Forget me not</i>
<u>-October Project</u>
 ruka2990 · Sun Jun 19, 2005 @ 08:20am · 0 Comments |
