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good taekwondo class tonight...normal one and i learned the 6 combos for yellow stripe which i have yet to get at graduation next month so im ahead, both derrick and rob were there, havent seen derrick for a while, he had surgery on his ear.. kinda nasty o.o and rob was bein himself but he still has a hurt back so sat out some of class but when we got outa class his mom wasnt there, and neaither was my dad so we waited outside and he was jokin around sayin how hes trying to get me alone.. which we were out there and we were sittin there talking, just sittin there he tried to kiss me but only got my cheek i just laughed it off cuz its like "yeah what ever cant kiss meh!" after a few he tried again, i wasnt payin atention and well... he got my lips, i still taste his sweet posion on them and it disturbs me greatly.. i cant get it off, then his mom apeared and momentarily my dad did so we took off, i was a bit in surprize to say anything so we just said bye, he hugged me and took off as i went to my dads.. even my dad notted how silent i was after that... i still am, now im takin with Nick and i told him everything that happened, even the dares i had to do on saturday at his b-day party... well... the worst one with rob anyway, the rest are megh, not saying... xp merg, yeah... and i was asked to go with him to his familys friends wedding... im like o.o... a friggin weddin? hello? me?... siriously, what does that tell you peeps, i told him ill ask if i can go but i highly dout i will so may as well play it out... i never been to a real weddin before so who knows it may be nice... i may get to dress up pretty! yay! heh.. i dont dress up often. *growls softly, still having that lingering feelin on my lips*... i used to like rob, i admit that, but then im not sure what happened those feelins went poof very quickly and it was just friends, but he still likes me and as i can tell they are only growing... i told him i cant date till im 16 and he is buying that ((plus its true... -_-)) but my 16th is only 3 months away, and me and Nick are more the likely to stil be togeather, i hope... so im wondering on how to turn there, tell him no? i cant say its to earlier cuz it would of been quite a while we known eachother, maybe we known eachother for two months now? maybe month and a half im so bad with times i dont know... and yeah thats my lil rant.. isnt very good and im still pissed at myself, confused, scared for so many reasons... i really dont want to hurt Nick any more then i have... but i make so many stupid mistakes that i dont relise and they are the end of everything... *yawns quietly* mm... well what ever, night
 playwithfire · Tue Oct 26, 2004 @ 05:32am · 3 Comments |
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