I'm not feeling like my self anymore. I don't even know me anymore. My life took a sharp turn down to hell. Everything that was once good turned me around and impaled me through my back and into my still beating, bleeding, shattered heart. Most of my friends think I'm a traitor for a reason I understand yet don't understand. When they turn their backs on me, my heart gets crushed and crumbles into dust as they walk away from me. They don't know it but they are slaughtering my weak, crying soul. It shivers from the dark coldness of being so lonely. All hope of repairing everything disappeared before my eyes. So much I want to die yet there is still others that help through this cruel torture called living. I'm not afraid of Death. Instead, I stare up at his dark, mysterious eyes and tell him, "Please, take my soul away...." emo
If you are one of my friends who are doing this to me, now you know how miserable I am. I'm really sorry for what I've done but it seems like no one is forgiving me, not even God himself.
What my soul looks like in its corner:
 xHyperxLilxEmox · Mon Dec 03, 2007 @ 02:20am · 4 Comments |
I SUPPORT THEE!