Sometimes I don't know what I have done to deserve my friends on Gaia [and off it too]. I almost fell sick yesterday but I think I am quite alright this morning. I'm feeling rather uncertain of my future now, but I hope that everything will turn out alright - if not around me, then at least in my mind.
Thank God for people like Joy and Sasha. I really don't deserve their kindness. I'm so hateable and yet they don't give up on me. I don't think they'll ever know how much their acceptance means to me. It's my self-worth itself, too. And I know I shouldn't have any self-worth left after being so heinously evil, but they've given me back that. And hopefully I shan't cry anymore, soon.
Ja ne~
P.S. Joy, Sasha, don't mention -anything- if you comment.
-EDIT [25 June 05] : Ok... forget this entry. Some of it anyway. Forget some of the names I mentioned. Forget it.
AngelRaz · Thu Jun 23, 2005 @ 02:53am · 2 Comments |