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i have waay too much stuff on my mind and no one to talk to about it.....i feel like throwing away everything i know, my friends, my family, my home...everything....dammit God why....just...why
<b>What is your name?:</b> Rachel C, Ruka Kekanna
<b>What's your usual screename?:</b> ruka2990
<b>Would you name a child of yours after you?:</b> not really
<b>Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?:</b> Rachael, and people really have no idea how to spell Ruka Kekanna right
<b>Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:</b> no, most likely just use a nickname
Basics
<b>Your gender:</b> female
<b>Single?:</b> ...yes.
<b>If not, do you want to be?:</b> no
<b>Birthdate:</b> September 26,1986
<b>Your age:</b> *points up* figure it out
<b>Age you act:</b> sometimes
<b>Age you wish you were:</b> don't really know
<b>Eye color:</b> Hazel(change color)
<b>Hair color:</b> natural-dark brown, at the moment-strawberry blonde with blonde highlights(don't ask but it looks rather cute)
<b>Happy with it?:</b> i guess
<b>What's your job?:</b> don't really have one, just holding down the fort for my mom and getting paid for chours
<b>Piercings?:</b> 2 holes in each ear
<b>Obsessions?:</b> God, anime, music, drawing
<b>Addictions?:</b> God, computers
<b>Kiss or hug?:</b> kiss when you can hug when you can't kiss
<b>Favorite book?:</b> "Speak" -Laurie Halse Anderson
<b>Do you speak another language?:</b> only bits and pieces of others
<b>Have a favorite quote?:</b> waaay too many, quotes of the moment: "We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams"
<b>Do you have a webpage?:</b> a few
<b>Do you have any bad habits?:</b> never getting enough sleep, never really eating right
<b>What is the compliment you get from most people?:</b> "Wow! your art is awesome!"
<b>If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:</b> "Quest to the Center of the Soul and Back"
</b>Are you a loner?:</b> does not liking to talk on the phone much count
<b>What are your #1 priorities in life?: God, helping everyone but myself
<b>Do you have a journal?:</b> scary thing is i have one too many
<b>What is your greatest strength and weakness?:</b>
Strength: always there, able to show strength for a friend even though i'm really broken inside, having a very creative mind
Weakness: can really be a b***h, people can't seem to give me the time of day for anything, to closed up(what can i say, it's rather safe in here thank you very much)
<b>If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:</b> ....i don't know
</b>What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:</b> so far, like really f-ing sucks
<b>What do you like the most about your body?:</b> um...nothing
<b>And least?:</b> *points up* well, i say everything
<b>What is the fictional character you are most like?:</b> Ruka Kekanna(my own character), Prot(from K-PAX)
How often do you...
<b>Bathe/shower?:</b> every other day
<b>Get drunk?:</b> wish i could at the moment
<b>Say "I love you"?:</b> used to every day
<b>Check your e-mail account?:</b> about 3 or more times a day
<b>Brush your teeth?:</b> Try to once or twice day
Right This Moment...
<b>What are you wearing right now?:</b> big purple sweater with pj shorts
<b>Body part you're touching right now:</b> foot touching foot...that's about it
<b>What are you worried about right now?:</b> everything and yet nothing
<b>Are you going to re-post this survey in your own journal?:</b> kinda doing that now
<b>Draw something?:</b> if i still can't sleep
<b>Clean your room?:</b> in the works of doing that
<b>Think about sex?:</b> personal...
<b>Cry?:</b> almost every night sadly
<b>Spend time with your friends?:</b> ever moment i can to try and make myself feel better
Do You...
<b>Smoke?:</b> tryed it...that's about it
<b>Do drugs?:</b> bodyache meds count?
<b>Read the newspaper?:</b> wow..really haven't in a long time
<b>Pray?:</b> yes
<b>Go to church?:</b> yes
<b>Talk to strangers who IM you?:</b> depends
<b>Sleep with stuffed animals?:</b> sometimes
<b>Take walks in the rain?:</b> haven't in awhile but yea i do
<b>Talk to people even though you hate them?:</b> ...sometimes you just have to
<b>Drive?:</b> hate driving...
Would or Have You Ever?
<b>Liked your voice?:</b> not really
<b>Been out of the country?:</b> lived out the country
<b>Eaten something that made other people sick?:</b> yep
<b>Been in love?:</b> ..yes
<b>Done drugs?:</b> no
<b>Gone skinny dipping?:</b> nope
<b>Had a medical emergency?:</b> yes
<b>Had surgery?:</b> not yet
<b>Ran away from home?:</b> a few times
<b>Played strip poker?:</b> no
<b>Slept outdoors?:</b> yea
<b>Talked on the phone all night?:</b> ...yea
<b>Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?:</b> yes
<b>Slept all day?:</b> yep
<b>Kissed the same sex?:</b> not on the mouth and not like "that"
<b>Done anything sexual with the same sex?:</b> nooo...
<b>Had a dream that came true?:</b> all the time
<b>Broken the law?:</b> hee...a few times
<b>Met a famous person?:</b> not really
<b>Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:</b> once or twice
<b>Stolen anything?:</b> weridly yea
<b>Bungee jumped?:</b> no
Friends
<b>Who is your best friend?:</b> Sakura, Sandra, and Dolan
<b>Who's the one person that knows most about you?:</b> Jesus, Dolan, Sandra, and Sakura
<b>What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:</b> i..don't really know
<b>Your favourite inside joke?:</b> "remember Dolan, bombs blow up"
<b>Thing you're picked on most about?:</b> just becuse i was
<b>Who's your longest known friend?:</b> Jesus, myself
<b>Newest?:</b> Fred
<b>Shyest?:</b> KK
<b>Funniest?:</b> Sandra
<b>Sweetest?:</b> Sakura
<b>Closest?:</b> ..Dolan
<b>Weirdest?:</b> me >P
<b>Smartest?:</b> Dolan or Sakura
<b>Friends you miss being close to the most?:</b> Sakura and Dolan
<b>Last person you talked to online?:</b> Robin
<b>Who do you talk to most online?:</b> My sister
<b>Who are you on the phone with most?:</b> whoever calls
<b>Who do you trust most?:</b> ....they know who they are
<b>Who listens to your problems?:</b> Sandra
<b>Who do you fight most with?:</b> my parents
<b>Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:</b> never
<b>Who's house were you last at?:</b> Sandras
<b>Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:</b> now, only God
<b>Do your friends know you?:</b> in one way or another
<b>Friend that lives farthest away:</b> God
Love and All That
<b>Do you consider love a mistake?:</b> alot of times it really feels like it
<b>First kiss?:</b> i was 16
<b>If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?:</b> let them be friends for now and if something develeps then we'll see what happens
<b>Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:</b> beauty is in the eye of the beholder
<b>Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:</b> so i'm told...but i hardly believe
<b>What is best about the opposite sex?:</b> ....wait...i can't think of something just give me some time
<b>What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:</b> they can hurt you in ways no one else ever could
<b>What's the last present someone gave you?:</b> Cards
<b>Are you in love?:</b> ....sadly i still am
Who Was the Last Person...
<b>That haunted you?:</b> Dolan...only in dreams
<b>You wanted to kill?:</b> still alive so i guess no one i know
<b>That turned you on?:</b> ....can't say
<b>You went shopping with?:</b> Sandra, Mom
<b>That broke your heart?:</b> you know who you are
<b>To disappoint you?:</b> ...*points up*
<b>To ask you out?:</b> weirdly no one cuz i'm usally the one asking them out
<b>To make you cry?:</b> ...Dolan
<b>To brighten up your day?:</b> no one at the moment
<b>That you thought about?:</b> Dolan
<b>You saw a movie with?:</b> Mom and Sandra
<b>You talked to on the phone?:</b> Mom
<b>You talked to through IM/ICQ?:</b> Robin
<b>You saw?:</b> Mom
<b>You lost?:</b> everything
<b> Question of the Moment:</b> when is this gonna stop. when am i gonna finally be happy. why do i have to go through all of this, i thought i deserved something more than what i've been getting.....why'd he have to go....
 ruka2990 · Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 07:38am · 0 Comments |
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