I made a list earlier of all the TRUE friends I have in reality. I came up with a pretty damn small list. Sadie also hates me now, that's a wonderful thing. I was hoping she would understand my situation, instead I got lines of "I don't think I can ever talk to you again" "What do you mean by understand your situation?" "Just ******** off" and the oh so wonderful "You meant to do this, its what you wanted to do from the start and you lied to me." Her darkstarlings profile contains her feelings about me and how I'm a liar (nothing else, just a couple sentences degrading me), she commented in my profile and quite openly with all the '******** off' stuff, and on AIM pretty much downgraded me saying she could never want to talk to me again. On Gaia Caitlin was even saying "I'm sure she'll understand and will be fine with a temporary break".. This is why I don't talk openly about how I feel to the person it concerns. Anyone else (or at least the ones who I asked) would have been at least somewhat fine and more civil than cursing me out and stuff.
I even made a list earlier, of all the true friends I have in reality right now that I can depend on, and I came up with 5, technically 4 since Rami is in Texas now.
So now I'm sitting here listening to A Perfect Circle trying to see a point in things but I'm finding nothing.
 Myth Tariyun · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 09:35pm · 3 Comments |
