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Depressed...somebody please comment, or at least read..plz.. |
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At a friend's birthday party, I found out that one of my once close friends now hates me....and I don't know why. She just said that she hated me. When she said that, it really stung. I never knew she could say something like that in such a casual tone. It pissed me off, and I really hate her right now. When I told her about what I didn't like about her, she just acted like she was proud of the things she did, like constantly hurting my feelings when she call me a moron, and when she hurts me physically by kicking me. She made herself look like a heartless b***h. I really wanted to hit her really hard at that moment.
I told my mom about it, and she said it'll just pass, and that she'll be back to normal again, but I'm not quite believing that. She has bad phases often, but this time, it's way different. She's never said things that bad to me before. I'm worried. sad
But then again, why should I be her friend again? She did abuse me, and put me down alot. Should I really go back to that again? I was stuck in between two good friends of mine, they both hated eachother. I was usually hanging out with the other friend, cuz she was a bit nicer to me. Maybe jealousy going on..? There's a chance, but I doubt it. I think she has too much pride in herself to be like that. It's something else, but I don't know what it is....it's making me really depressed and angry..... sad
Kasey, if you are reading this (On the off chance that you are), please understand that I am very confused and angry at you right now. You may think that the thing you said wasn't a big deal, but it was to me, and you really hurt me. Whenever you say the things that put me down, and when you hit me, I really want to yell and scream at you, and sometimes I want to hurt you....but fortunately, I am smart, and it don't make a big scene. But what you said at the party was one of the worse things I thought I would have to hear from you. The worse part was that you didn't seem to care, and that hurt the most. I just couldn't believe you could be so cruel.
I understand if you just don't want to be my friend anymore, but I would just like to know why you hate me. That's all I'm asking.
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Well, I did get a new backpack today.....!
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I'm done now...
 iExplodeRainbows · Sun Jan 06, 2008 @ 11:50pm · 0 Comments |
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