what is this i feel..?
this pain in my chest...
and slowly it spreads and kills,
all my hopes only leaving regret.
i dont know why...
but somhow someway,
i am dying inside...
but i cant for sure say...
why or how this is happening...
why it hurts for no reason...
but then i realize whats happening..
i remember the reason...
once long ago i was hurt,
by a person who who was never there,
as tho a clump of dirt...
it says nothing yet provides,
me with nothing but the air,
i breath, i saw free...
i am not alone,
and yet i feel as tho i am,
am i still atone,
for the sins ive commited in the land?
which they call childhood,
which i never saw,
because of the person who could,
but never loved and told me wrong.
all my life,
i lived astray,
from my real dreams,
that carved its way,
into my heart which i now hold dear,
because i am not alone...
but that will always be my fear...
 Kimilou · Sun Jan 27, 2008 @ 11:33pm · 1 Comments |
