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There is no such thing as happiness.
It is a simple figment of our imagination; it gives us hope and makes us feel like we are not animals because we can name our emotions.
Does this really make us human though?
We have the ability to speak and uphold justice but don’t all animals?
What makes us different then?
We preach about the crimes of hatred and say that God is always right but yet when I look at it I see nothing more than hypocrisy.
God is suppose to love all his children but the children that choose to follow him patronize others that choose not to believe or follow him.
Is it reasonable to say that he doesn’t love them because they don’t share his way of life?
Is someone suppose to go unloved and be outcast because of who they are?
Are we all just going to let everything fall apart and not even try to take a stand to rebuild what’s already been loss and hold together what’s already starting to crack.
“Together we stand but divided we fall”
There isn’t a better way to put it than that.
This began as a way to let out the anger I’ve been holding in and feeling for a while, I don’t think I’ve let go of it all but I’m starting to see clearer and I feel stronger now..
I guess I should say sorry to Tenshii..
I’ve been blaming him for a lot and taking everything out on him.
It’s just really unusual for me to have someone I feel so close to so maybe that’s why I’ve been trying to push him away for so long…
And I'm not trying to use that as an excuse to justify my actions.
So, Tenshii I’m sorry, I’ve been so wrong and I hope you can forgive me this time. [haha melodrama XD]
But it’s true, I was wrong to blame you and take out everything on you..
It has been a rather emotional week for me and I need to get my emotions under control before I attack someone else I care about and love and lose them forever…
Eh, I’m such an emotional wreck.
–sigh-
 Organic Paranoia · Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 04:28pm · 1 Comments |
