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It's really hard how much I love you, and It's really hard to explain to you how much I love you........

Now, I try to do everything to forget you, because I know that, you really hate me, U said " I don't hate you ". But in button of your heart, you don't love me anymore...

Now, you have a space for another guy, I know that's not me, right ?

I know, I am not enough handsome to be the cute guy

I Know, I am not enough smart to teach you how is the life....

I know, I am not enough "kool" to you show with your friends.....

But you must know that, I can do everything just for you, If you want I go to the sky, to give you a star as a present, I will die and speared my soul to the sky, and "take" star to you as a present......

I told you before, that I'm not have enough strong to love someone for long time, because I scared someday, they will leave me alone, they don't care about me like you do for me right now...........

I am not cry about that, I am cry too much about my life.............

Actually, until now, You can't understand " How is love look like ??? ", yes, It's not easy question to answer, but If you think about that you will know the answer.....

I don't know, what can I do to forget you.... It's really hard, you can see, I don't have too much good friends, you are the one of them........

You are my friend, My little friend, my stupid kid but also My Love........

I am too old, yes I am older than you, It's really hard to create LOVE between us...... But you must know that, when we love age is nothing...........

I am so tired of this............. I can't think about that anymore, when I see you everyday, I just run to you and hug you, but I know you don't want to do that.......

There are just 2 or 3 months, you and me, we will far away forever.......

P/S: I LOVE YOU...