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I Think I've Gone Insane....
Here's the story;
I was just sitting at the kitchen table doing my homework when I glanced up at the living room window and thought I saw someone bending down near my cat..
I don't have a clear view of the living room because of the couch but I wasn't expecting to see anything so I just looked away and half a second later I realized I thought I'd seen someone so when I looked again there was no one there...
I'm not sure what to make of it...
I think I'm just seeing things because it doesn't feel like I physically see it but it seems like I sense it and my mind shows me what it is.. or what I think it is.
Just a few weeks ago I was sitting on the couch at night in the dark and I felt like something was sitting on the floor at the end of the couch to my left reaching out to touch my leg.. then when I glanced that way I thought I saw a hand moving towards my leg so I freaked out and turned on the light but nothing was there either..
I've had another experience like that as well... I feel like there's something crawling towards me and when I look at the floor I see a black shadow moving closer...
That one frightens me the most because I see it almost every night..
There was another encounter that happpened just 3 nights ago, I was walking across the hallway from the bathroom to my room when I looked down the hall towards the living room and thought I saw a shadow move to the dining room..
It blocked out the light from the clocks so I'm sure it wasn't a car blocking a streetlight.
I just don't know what to make of these encounters.. The feel surreal when I have them; like they're not really happening but they appear to be.. I can't explain it at all and it frightens me that something seems to be following me.. I just don't know anymore.


Organic Paranoia
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  • User Comments: [1]
    Lumus Daythgin
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    Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 08:11pm


    No, you're not insane. It happens to alot of people.
    It could be any combination of things: Inner fears manefesting themselves; much as they doo in nightmares. A spirit of some sort trying to connect with you. It could even be something created by your developing psychic mind.
    Tenshii made a forum thread about one of his experiences that sound very simmilar to whay you're going through.

    My advice, confront it. Let yourself know there is something enough there and face it. You have no reason to fear it, whatever it is. It is obviously only a shadow, or you would be able to see it clear enough to describe it -- something like that might be too distinct to forget easily.
    No matter what it is; personal inhibitions, parinoia, or a creature of in some form; it only will have power over you if you let it.


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