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well, hello to anyone who reads this. i doubt anyone willl or even wants to. ive been going through a rough time lately. i thought yesterday that maybe it was starting to get better. i placed 3rd in a compition i was in last night. i was happy, high, having the time of my life, but when i got home, i learned how crule this world can be. My Great-grandmother passed away, at the same time i was accepting the third place medal. i was up all night, thinking...occasionally crying. but not much. we shaired a dream, her and i. we both love to write. she has a poem that was once published in a great poems book. i want to be published too. she inspiried me to live my dreams and i idolized her for that.
today, i only told a select few about my idols passing. i was very depressed today, and obviously people could tell, but only 1 person commented on it, and told me that i should talk with an adult, a teacher that she and everyone else trusts. Thank you, Temari/Bella/Inya.
i wasnt in a good mood either. if people pissed me off today, i let them know, first hand. on the bus ride home, i had to sit in the isle of the bus cuz all the seats were already taken. one kid, named Nate, had been getting on my nerves for awhile. when i went to get of the bus, he pointed to me and yelled really loudly, Everybody HATES her!"
everyone laughed.
no one cared about my feelings
no one cares about me anymore, period.
i came home, crying. i cryed for about 15 minutes.
my friend, Abbey, told me it would get better, but i learned today, it's never gonna get better,
only worse.
so, if theres anyone out there that cares anymore, please step forward
if theres anyone whos still humaine anymore, please step forward
please, the real humane race is practilly dead. no one cares how you feel anymore
so,please, im begging you. if you still care about these tiny broken hearts, please,
Step Forward
thankyou for those who spent their time to Step Forward and read this. i just needed to let some things go today. yes, this is all hand typed. this isnt from the internet, this is my life.
Thanks again,
Louie
Lunxi, XV
 NativeBlueXV · Fri Mar 07, 2008 @ 09:36pm · 1 Comments |
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