Why is my mom so evil? Why?! I'm barred from my friends, I can't draw, if I get near the phone while she's home, she'll start saying how I'm "getting weird". Why? I didn't get straight ******** A's. What the ********.
Oh, but that isn't the extent of it. I've had several very...ah...strange punishments over the years. When I was in the fourth grade, (I don't remember what I did) my mom started yelling, "If you can't come up with a suitable punishment for yourself, get out of the house!!" It was raining that day. When I walked down to the curb, she yelled, "Do you want the police to come get you?! Sit on the lawn!". So I did, thinking that I would catch Pneumonia and die.
I was eventually let back into the house, but my memory fuzzes from there.
She's...just evil. I could rant for hours about her, but I'll do that another time. I just wish that she'd accept me instead of dwelling on what she WANTS me to be. Then I could tell her that I have a girlfriend and not worry about what objects are in room that could kill somebody. For now, I'll just give in and do whatever the hell she wants me to. So I can see K-san sooner than September. I guess some battles are won by giving in.
I miss you, -san. It hurts...
~chan
ezekiel_vamp · Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 05:30pm · 1 Comments |