i havent been happy since feb 13. my father died this year of that date. me and him were close. he was one of thoose crazy people that you loved and that you couldnt stay mad at for too long. i cant remeber the last time i hugged him. i remember the times i tried too but he was a work-a-holic. near the time he had to get surgery, his boss was callin him to the bone. the day of his surgery she told him he had to come in for work. what kind of s**t is that. so my auntie told her off. my dad was so scared to get the surgery, not because of the pain he might go through..because he wasnt sure if he would have a job when would he come bac to work. thats the last thing that should be on his mind.
i cant finish this... crying its too much.
ieatbabies cheeks · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 05:22pm · 2 Comments |