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I'm tired of the rumors and i'm sick of the haters

from now on i'm going to be all by myself i don't want to be hurt again

if i don't talk to you don't take it personaly i've just been hurt so many times that i can't trust anybody anymore

i'm going to start sitting by myself and please don't come near me

so many people say i'm an aweful person and i've hurt so many people that i don't want to hurt anybody else

so please just leave me alone

if i'm not smiling doent mean im sad it just means im thinking

so don't be offended if i start to isolate myself from everyone

because i see this life as a way of testing how much more i can take

and i don't know how much more i can take

my one true love i cant have he's older than me but i can't help but falling for him because it seem like he's the only one who cares now a days

he's the only one i can talk to and i have to keep my secret from him and it hurts

but love hurts

dont tell me its a ******** crush IT'S NOT A ******** CRUSH

don't judge me by my mistakes you'll never ever see the good in me

i'm about as far from perfect as you can get

i'm a ******** up a mistake in this world

please please leave me be and let me be by myself

~karin