Dam we are so wierd, I mean after the girl of my dreams, the one who I love so much dumps me for the before mentioned reason I can't stop thinking about her. The whole day I was thinking about, at least what I thought was good times, that we spent togather, like watching the stars, hanging out, playing matchmakers, seeing movies. No matter how hard I try, she just does not seem to go away, I guess it is partaily because I feel bad for her and I think she needs someone to help her through this rough spot in her life, the other half is because I really do love her and I really do hope that maybe I'll have another chance with her. Today she came up and told me a little more of why she dumped me, because of some "issues" she is going through, and dam do I wish I could be there to help her through those "issues", then she said because I'm going to be a B!T(# later and she did not want to hurt me when she was going to be a B!T(#, but really I could have struggled through this with her and even is she was going to be a B!T(# later, I could have taken it. And to think all of this is after she dumps me, after I can't have her any more I want it even more. Who ever came up with these blueprints needs to get a life and not ruin ours anymore.
 Agent Alaska · Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 04:08am · 2 Comments |
