again i slept through my day.. my life is getting so boring. i know my mom will soon talk to me about setting goals and everything, but what kind of goals shall i set when right now i can't do anything right. i tried to drive but no one is there to direct me, how do i know i'm doing the right thing?
interesting how my big bro is being nice all of a sudden he do things for us now and look after us now.. i feel bad because when they change to help i change to be lazy.. yikes i'm such a bad sister. sometimes it seems like i only care for myself how they get to be in together and i'm always left out. i'm so bad..
right now i'm playing poker hehehe so bored with my life i'm actually playing poker on facebook. yikes.. i'm not making any from there.. i need to learn how to think optimistic. my friend is so optimistic. i wonder how she can do it. i mean it's so hard to think so positively about everything.. i am such a looser here i go again ahhh!!
oh well.. my new goals is to go to where my fiance is.. i miss him miss him so badly.. my mom always be telling me he's not a true heart person. i would say then why did you hook me up with him at first i mean they tried.. and it work.. now they're so afraid of him breaking my heart.. i will never trust them on hooking me up with another man again.. i'm stopping with this one.. alright.. i'm loosing this poker game sux man... ta ta
always
little sunshine
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