What a joyous and strange trip it has been. So I've only been pregnant for almost 6 months but trust me those six mouths have been some of the most amazing and frightening six months of my life. I think the best part of it all though is when he moves around and I can feel him kick, 'cause sometimes this just doesn't seem real. I mean how could I successfully care another life for 6 months? Let alone the next three months I have to endure. One of the things I hate the most is I can't walk long distances because he'll get bad and kick the crap out of me till it hurts so much I have to sit down. Let me tell you what that has done to my fiancé's wallet. And I was a relatively active person before I got pregnant. But I guess it's a price to pay to be a mommy.
My son also seems to have my very opinionated personality, which may or may not be a good thing. I was seriously hoping he go my fiancé's personality but nope had to get my stubborn and hyper personality. He's also very picky about food like I am. Which drives his father insane. The truly funny thing is he's half Chinese from his father and half Jewish and alot of other things from me and he seems to like Jewish food over Chinese food. Like I constantly crave bagels with cream cheese or red cabbage soup. Take me into a Chinese restaurant and I can't be in there long cause I get nauseous from the smells. And what he will let me eat can only be from the Americanize menu nothing authentic.
But with all that being said I'm still worried that he's going to turn out like me. I was a horrible child till I was about 16. From just born till 16 if you were wondering. Which will make my first experiences as a mom something I might not want to remember. I mean I'll love him no matter what but I think he might drive me insane. Not to mention he's going to be gorgeous. What color hair and eyes remains to be seen but he is going to be very handsome. Oh and did any one know that Asians can have blue or grey eye's naturally? Well that's enough for now.
HelloCherryChick · Sat May 10, 2008 @ 03:00pm · 0 Comments |