I think my heart stopped for a sec when I saw that c. had put that brokeny heart emote on after I PM'ed her at like 4 in the morning apologizing.
And then I saw the journal entry and I was like, "Ohmaigod, no. Please don't have written a sad/upset entry because I stood you up."
My Dad is a tyrant, I had to clean my room super good when I got home at like 12:30, because they're going to put the carpet back in my room. I'm sick of stepping on staples and half-way nails.
I jumped on at 4 'cause I figured with time zones it wouldn't be too late for her. But the wind was all I had left. [/emo]
But you know what? It's nice to have a smile all to myself. I'd like to return the favor and send one back, even if it will take all my strength to be pleased with my own smile that I hate, and I'm sure I'm just being irrational but ARGH.
Oh, and work sucked. It made me late for Prom and I never wanna go back. I want to write a note and tell them where they can stick it.
Someone find me a job where I can get lots of money for no effort. Maybe I should take up hooking. I mean cooking, yeah that's it.
I want Fall classes to start so I can do some of my Culinary work.
Oh great, this was supposed to be about these few hours, and now I'm rambling, which is weird because it shouldn't be since I'm typing this and not actually saying this out loud. I can't stop! The gloves, they do nothing!!
Edible Substance · Sat May 17, 2008 @ 12:42pm · 1 Comments |